"I cry Miracle Miracle
but she's run from all the judges in her favorite dress
Hey yeah yeah yeah
I cry Miracle Miracle
I coulda used one today
No Miracle Miracle "

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Dreams Come True!!

"...She said it's time I open my eyes,
Don't be afraid to open your eyes.
Maybe she's right..."

maybe it is worse to imagine some things than it is to face them
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"but i haven't seen barbados so i must get outta this"
Darrin, you will get through this, and you will have a long happy life. We all send our strength to you in your time of need.

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~*EYES*~

Sammy, this one's for you... "I pray for Jackie's Strength"
I'm sure you're going to find the strength to get through this.. As BC said, you're a strong, smart and loving person, and strong, smart and loving persons always survive
Love and hugs, AH

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"Excuse me, but can I be you for a while? My dog won't bite if you sit real still"

I know you will. It is part of that strength I mentioned. I just wanted you to know that we care about you and see the kind of person you are. *hugs*

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thank you so much for your kind words, BC. (thanks to AH and mr.Cloud as well) ..anyways, don´t worry; I´ll be okay.

I can't tell you how sorry I am Sammy. It can be so hard to emotionally exposed with someone, and then when things do go badly it makes you want to kick yourself for 'not seeing it sooner' or something like that. Try to remember that love isn't something that you should have to decode, or always be worried over.

You are a strong, smart, generous and loving person. You deserve happiness, whether it is with someone who sees you for all the wonderful things you are, or if you find it on your own. I know it will come to you.

"....When all the boys can't be men..."
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DIGITAL GHOST
Bösendorfer and Vocals: Tori Amos
Background Vocals: Clyde
Drums and Percussion: Matt Chamberlain
Bass: Jon Evans
Electric Guitar: Mac Aladdin

It started as a joke
Just one of my larks to see
if somehow I could reach you so

I swam into your shores
through an open window
Only to find you all alone

Curled up with machines
now it seems you’re slipping
out of the land of the living

Just take a closer look
Take a closer look
At what it is that’s really haunting you

I have to trust you’ll know
this digital ghost
But I fear there’s only so much time
’cause the you I knew is fading away

Hands lay them on my keys
Let me play you again
I am not immune to your net

Find me there in it
I won’t go even if in
your heart only beats ones and O’s

Switch you on my friend
Pull you from that rip current
But only you can fight against this

Take a closer look
Just take a closer look
At what it is that’s really haunting you

I have to trust you’ll know
this digital ghost
But I fear there’s only so much time
’cause the you I knew is fading away

fading
fading
away

'when will you wake up, I want you more than the stars and the sun, but I can take only so much, cool on your island'

...unrequited love is a b****

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- so just close your eyes, son, this won't hurt a bit -

SammyJay I'm sorry about that... It's good to hear that you're a strong person
"Don't look back in anger" is mine these days... I don't know how to explain it, but I've let a lot of things behind me these days, and I'm trying not to look back in anger even though it's hard... But I consider myself as a strong person, too

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"Excuse me, but can I be you for a while? My dog won't bite if you sit real still"

thank you mycloud *hugs*

"..I'm much stronger than you know.. sometimes I'm not afraid to let it show.."

I'm so sorry Sammy, you are an awesome person, deserving of love and trust.

For me, I feel like this; from Winter, "the ice is getting thin hair is grey and the fires are burning so many dreams on the shelf ".

"..I did not ask for this ..“Oh but Love yes you did” .."

it´s 3.45 in the morning as I´m writing this. broke up with boyfriend today - I gave him the benefit of a doubt of all the benefits of a doubt in the world and he screwed me over. I guess I saw this coming.

You are very sweet Sammy Jay, and it is my pleasure and good fortune to be your friend.

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lol raz... 'sweeeeet dreams' to you

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"Excuse me, but can I be you for a while? My dog won't bite if you sit real still"

"...She needs to sleep like the ocean she needs to dream..."
(For Mark)

I don't want to spoil the serious/significant character of this conversation, but i just got back from an express trip to a wedding and i really need to sleeeeeeeeeeep!

lol

"Victory is an elusive whore" has sort of become my mantra, it's so easy to 'just have one cigarette', and that line reminds me not to because then I've lost.

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Anette

"The Wrong Band"

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I'm not growing for you I grow because thats what I do' you always hear some person complain about how dry their peach is and the peach says 'it's not our fault you have no understanding on the proper use for dry peaches."
-- Tori; Under The Pink Songboo

None of 'em, because I have nothing in my life that is mine at present, and what I do have is very limited.
But.......
I am hoping that soon So I let Crazy take a spin Then I let Crazy settle in Kicked off my shoes Shut reason out will have a place in my life. I'm so shut down and shut in at present that I really need the luxury of time to get my head straight, and to inject a little passion/joy/love into my life. Even if it is only temporary.

"If there is a Horizontal Line that runs from the MAP of your body
straight through the Land shooting up right through my heart
Will this Horizontal Line When asked know how to find
Where you end where I begin"

I feel blessed each day I am living in this song. Peace...

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"Last time I checked he came to light the lamp for everyone" Marys of the Seas

Thanks BC for the hug, I needed that. I thought of you and this line came to me immediately;
"..Who could ever say you’re not simply wonderful?.."
thank you for being my friend.

Thanks for your responses! It's kind of cool to follow your lives this way

"I got me some horses to ride on, to ride on"
I guess I'm not the only one wishing I had some horses so that I could ride away from my problems

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"Excuse me, but can I be you for a while? My dog won't bite if you sit real still"

"Line me up in single file with all your grievances."

"I guess I'm an underwater thing so I guess I can't take it personally."

Problems with a judgemental sister.
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Sure that star can twinkle.

*BC sends SammyJay a hug*

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"..if my hearts soaking wet boy your boots can leave a mess.."
and
"..no one's picking up the phone guess it's clear he's gone.."

I think those two lines don´t need much of an explanation.

"...And I fear, my fear is greater than my faith..."

I'm working on a project for work that I really want to do well, and is very important to me; and it can be hard to keep faith in myself.

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