but i need a certain soul" a woman was singing during i had some outofbody-experience this night again.flying or hovering in darkness and then suddenly doubts appearing "is vienna in person dangerous" and tumbling and circeling down like a spiral. Screaming. Embarassing, cos i was in the flat of a friend of mine and i hoped, that her friend, who had the room next to me, couldnt hear me. but i dont think so.

Vienna was great. I met my friends, i've missed so much and it was really really nice and funny.and the city wasnt that threatening to me anymore.
I had to walk for hours during rainy and snowy weather through the city, since i left my bank-card at the trainstation in upperaustria and had absolutley no money with me and couldnt buy a tube-ticket...im still kind of freezing.

I'm so happy i have my friends, perhaps i really go back again to vienna, cos i miss them too much.