my mum and granny talk with eachother again.
she just told me the doctor said she has had already several strokes.
my mum talks and talks medical stuff, the nurse comes out, i have no words, just tears. granny says its not that tragical, but for me it is somehow.
it must be strange, feeling still well and alive, but your body isnt that well anymore, and you just can wait til its over...i think she feels that way more or less, we are talking aobut the case, what happens when there is again a stroke and she has to be nursed. Its so sad. Live is so sad. why has it be that way.life is suffering.you have to get old, your body changes, you still feel young, but your appearance isnt, you still feel mental awake, but your vessels are plugged....its mean, its just mean.