Poem I wrote about me:

Something bit my soul
Before I was born, a test was established by the gods.
“Put a heart within her that burns with the desire of a thousand men.”
“Set her up in the 21st century and we will watch.”
So the gods watched from the heavens and pointed and giggled when I felt or was moved.
They got high with the feeling I received and my every emotion.
They continued watching me as I cried out for satisfaction and to ease my killing hunger.
They waited for my final actions.
I continued to wait for theirs.
I can not put into words the feelings I have.
Those words have never been written or spoken by men of this world.
Oh how I call on my past lives so.
They united in heaven, me on this playing field of deceit.
Earth does not hold my heart or contentment.
No matter what I say to them, the gods turn their heads away from me.
Crying into the night and into the day is not enough.
What else can I give aside from me?
The gods and heaven know they have always had me.
Locked inside my own pain.
The key is hidden so I am told.
When will I find it?
I want to hold all the animals of the world.
I want to rock all the children to dreamland.
I want to hold the hands of all humanity.
I want to feed all the hungry.
I want to cure all the sick.
I want to give freely of myself.
ALAS, God you bring me Nothing>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Written by Renee K. in 2002