I'm confused, sad and relieved at the same time.
Last monday I had this conversation with the reintegration-doctor in which we discussed the future, regarding work and I had a good feeling afterwards: Back on the track!

Today I had an appointment with a reintegration (job)- doctor. I haven't been able to work since July 2004, due to a medical mistake during a jaw-operation in January 2004. You can't see anything at my face, but I have had chronical pain ever since.
I do have medication which doesn't take the pain away, but makes it bareable.

Had a very nice day today, very ordinary, nothing special, no appoinments and I guess just that made it special, a "I don't have to...-day".

The weather was beautiful so me and Jesse (my son) woke up early, did some some shopping and spend the morning playing with the Lego together, listening to "Little Earthquakes", which we both love. (though he says Iggy Pop is still a little bit better, haha!)
In the afternoon we sat in the garden, later Jesse went playing in the back of the garden (bushes, he was a knight) and I sat down with a coffee and my discman on.

Yesterday, the weather was wonderful here, the first time since weeks. I felt a bit down in the morning but decided to get busy and get my mind clear. Gardening often helps, just like painting or listening music, but as the weather was so good and my garden full with weed I decided to work in the garden. So me and my son went outside and spent a couple of great hours in the garden. It's funny, my son is only seven but so enthousiastic when it comes to "helping mommy"!
Together we made the garden look wonderful again and afterwards we went to have a milkshake, a well-deserved treat!

When something nasty happens or is about to happen I often get the feeling it "just overcomes" me.

Since I'm a member I've been looking and surfing on this site every day.
Today my son is at his father's and I took the time to find out more about the possibilities of the site and my computer ánd my own pc-knowledge
I never really worked with computers al lot, just e-mailing and using the internet and my pc is not totally up-to-date, allthough it works fine for me!
It looked so boring on my profile, no photo or other picture but I didn't know how to put a picture there.