Being a fan starts from such a remarkable feeling you couldn't put even knowing all the languages in the world. I realized it once, listening to 'I Can't See New York'. For the next time- listening to 'Sleeps With Butterflies'. Then... 'Winter' & '1000 Oceans'. This list still gets longer and longer. But before it appeared in my mind, I'd spent a lot of time playing Tori's albums again and again, thinking: There's always something I can't understand! Then it came the Feeling and everything seemed so easy. I'm not supposed to understand. I'm supposed to love.
Soon I started reading a lot of articles, interviews, biographies. So the next stage was an admiration and sympathy for Tori's great personality, reason and talent. I love her profound, thrilling lyrics, her outlook and the way she smiles when playing her Bosendorfer. She's my first real Idol... and will remain for ever.