i cannot instantaneously collect how i feel without rambling nonsensically and totally missing the point. Tori can fit any mood and still be glorious. her music is amazing, unique, and unbound; she has the freedom to move where she wishes and she does. her lyrics are deep, gripping, introspective, intelligent, beautiful, and relatable, among other strong adjectives, and they have inspired me continuously through life and through my own artistic ambitions.

she helped me immensely through my teenage years and has remained on top since.
i absorb the fire and passion she emits; it's like taking a hit and holding it, only without the escapism. but realism, painted in a fury of all the bright vibrance that life holds, some painful yet some blissful and quirky. and life is all i'm certain that i'm given so i want it as strong as i can consume.

i think i've given good picture. i should stop here before this gets cumbersome to whoever chooses to read it.