I had a dream last night that I met Tori. Normally when I have a dream like that I wake up feeling good. Today I didn't. V.I.P. tickets went on sale this morning for Chicago. I made a decision last week not to buy them. I couldn't justify spending $150 to meet her when I have a ton medical bills to pay off. Right now I'm sitting at work checking Myspace and reading all the bulletins that my "Tori" friends have posted.